Chapter 1

Decided to start a new blog.
Why? I have no idea too, just feel like it.

Went out with some old friends today.
In conclusion, a awesome day.
Seriously, i miss TMS, alot.
I had a bunch of wonderful friends, theres no need to make new ones.
Actually i am just tired of grooming new friendship.
Thats actually why i chose MJC over TJC.
My close friends are all there, the rest are in poly.

I do things with my friends as my main consideration, i admit that.
I'm afraid of loneliness, i admit that.
Thats why i miss TMS.
I had great friends there, great juniors, great cca mates.
In a new school, i have to start all over.
I'm the only temasekian in my cg, so i still have start all over again..
Made new friends but grooming the friendship to a strong one takes time.

I can't possibly share my secrets with them like how i did to my old friends today.
Having someone to share your past with is a amazing thing.
The whole experience makes me think back about my time in TMS.
Haven't talked to my juniors for a long time, ever since exams started.
Used to be close to them but not anymore.
Haven't meet up with my NCO batch for months, need to plan that soon.
I think i spent most of my time with weiquan.
Realised how much i need to hook up with the rest in future.

I might be going back to SJAB after June, when the new batch take over.
I'm in fencing now, hope it will be a great experience.
If i'm liking the cca, i might run for exco.
Might run for house comm but i may not be enthu enough.
I really do not want to mug my life in MJC.
Its a great school so far and i want to commit more to it.
Hopefully, i can end my JC life with a great experience, testimonial and results.
I made the choice and i have to prove it to my family.

I really don't know why i am starting to blog again.
Perhaps i need a place to share how i feel.
There may or may not be people coming to this blog, but it doesn't really matter.
The point of this first post is to show how much i miss my friends and my life back in TMS.
Theres school tomorrow and i guess i've written enough for this post.
Will be back soon, bye.